Thursday, December 31, 2009

One Night Down

One hour and fifteen minutes to go before I can finally go home. I've been keeping myself busy with ALL the lights in the office turned on. I brought pizza and 1.5 liters of Iced Tea, and since no one came to keep me company, I ate the whole pizza all by myself.

The experience was kinda scary, that's why I'm so glad to have survived the whole night alone. I just hope that for my last graveyard shift of the year on Friday, people will be generous enough to accompany me this time.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Shifts

Starting January 4, 2010, I will be working in the swing shift which means I get in at 1:30 PM and I go out at 10:30 PM. I have mixed feelings about that but since our team is in a rotating shifting schedule, I have no choice. Last month, I was in the morning shift (5:30 AM to 2:30 PM), and this month, I am in the graveyard shift (9:30 PM to 6:30 PM). I can't say which schedule I like most because each has its own positive and negative points. One negative thing about the swing shift is that for sure, for the whole month of January, I will not be able to attend any dinner invitations, including wedding gigs and rehearsals. It sucks but that's life. I'm thankful to have this not-that-stressful job so I have to accept the not-so-good things that come with it.

Speaking of not-so-good things, I still have four more days left in the graveyard shift and the last two of those days, I will be ALL ALONE in our eerie office. That sucks, big time! We've heard and experienced a lot of unexplained things in the office, and spending 2 nights all by myself in the office is unthinkable.

Again, I have no choice.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Only a Cameo After All

And I just learned that Charice's part in the movie Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel was cut that you can only see her singing a few lines of the song, and if my sources are correct, she's on-screen for less than 15 seconds.

Disappointing.

If that's the case, the video I posted in my previous post is better because it shows Charice for almost 3 minutes.

Looking on the brighter side, it's still good since it's a start for Charice. Her first cameo role in a film is in Hollywood. Woohoo!

Congratulations still, Cha!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Chipmunks, Chipettes and Charice

I can't wait for the Squeakquel of Alvin and the Chipmunks to be shown here (January 2010). It's already showing in the States and getting quite positive reviews. I've always loved the Alvin, Simon and Theodore ever since I was a kid, and I loved their first movie when it came out a couple of years ago.

For the squeakquel, the Chipettes are around to challenge the Chipmunks, and of course, one of our country's pride is also performing in the movie: Charice.

Here is a short behind-the-scenes clip of the movie.


Friday, December 25, 2009

Happy Birthday Papa Jesus!


I haven't received a single gift for Christmas,
but then again, it's not my birthday but HIS...


Happy Birthday,
Papa Jesus!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Ako Mismo



Although a bit late, I finally signed up for this. I've always wanted to make a difference and though I was shy and always invisible when I was younger, I've slowly developed my confidence through different means, and now that I'm 29 years old, though still shy, I know when to become confident and aggressive without becoming arrogant.

I've always wanted to make a stand.

Now I am.

Ako Mismo ang gagawa ng mga paraan
para makamit ang mga pangarap
ng kapwa kong Pilipino,
lalo na ang mga kabataan.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Vote for My Cousin


Please register and cast your votes for my cousin, Jivah Therese,
once a day @ www.eskinol.com.ph

Thank you very much!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Happy Anniversary, My Soulmate

We began as strangers.
We became friends.
We became one with each other...
We remain as one forever.

Our love is like a tree that grows
Still stronger through the years
Nourished by our laughter
And sometimes by our tears.

It shelters and protects us
From a dark or sunny sky
And like a tree - it's beauty grows
As each day passes... by.


HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
My Wife, My Soulmate, My Life ♥

Monday, December 21, 2009

Wedding and Impromptu Reunion

We just attended the garden wedding of Ingrid and Jessie Mar tonight. Ingrid was my wife's dorm mate in college, and my co-performer in the 2000-2001 production of Les Miserables here. She was Fantine while I was Thenardier. Since then, we've performed together a lot of times in different events, and I was also fortunate enough to be a guest in her self-titled CD a few years ago. Even though I haven't really performed for a very long time, it was an honor to be able to sing a couple of songs for her and her husband during perhaps the best day of their lives.

Ingrid's wedding became more memorable when I saw a long-lost friend, Janett. We were batch mates in the first local production of Les Mis here sometime in 1995-1996 (she played Cosette), and we were supposed to be batch mates also for Ang TV Cebu had I pushed through with it a long time ago. I didn't know that Ingrid and Janett knew each other that's why I was surprised and elated to see both of them, especially Janett whom I haven't seen for a very long time.

Another person I didn't expect to see but I did see during the wedding was Kristian, one of my members in CTC, and was my understudy in Anastasia. He was there as part of the choir who sang for the wedding. Kristian is also a part of our planned Les Mis production hopefully next year.

If I had just known that some people from Les Mis, past and future, would be there, I would have brought my minus-ones and the people attending would have been treated to a glimpse of Broadway. Oh well, lesson learned: I will always bring my minus-ones whatever party I'll be going to. You never know when it will be needed.

Congratulations and Best Wishes, Jessie Mar and Ingrid! ♥

Sunday, December 20, 2009

McCoy

Finally, I decided to attend the company's Christmas party yesterday because I realized that I was not the only newbie and I wanted to give the wolves a second chance, after all, it is Christmas.

For our Kris Kringle (Manito-Manita), we were made to submit our wish lists and since I recently started my action figure collection, I wrote that on my list. What I didn't know was that the department store where I bought my smaller Star Trek collection just included the big action figures in their sale, and my office mate bought me the Dr. Bones McCoy figure. My first Star Trek collection were around 5 to 6 inches tall, while the one my office mate gave was at least 12 inches.

Thank's to Agnes, I have the first of hopefully another set of my Star Trek collection. I've only had 2 older figures as big as this McCoy toy, a figure of Wolverine (in the likeness of Hugh Jackman in X2) and Superman (in the likeness of the Superman in Just League).

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Start of Something New

It all started when my wife saw a Mr. Spock action figure on sale at a local department store. It was sold almost half price from its original tag. Now we're not Trekkies (others call them Trekkers), but we immensely enjoyed the latest Star Trek movie, as well as other older Star Trek movies, and seeing an action figure who looks a lot like Zachary Quinto excited my wife so much that she bought the figure.

After seeing the toy, I remembered something I was planning (more of hoping) when I was younger, to be able to have a collection of different action figures. Now we're not rich, my wife and I, in fact this blog is witness to the struggles we've gone through, but we decided that whenever there is extra in our budget AND an action figure of good quality is on sale, then we'll add it to our collection.

Heaven heard us because the following week, the price of the Star Trek action figures slid further that enabled us to get a few more.
Hoping this would be the start of something new, something that my daughter can hopefully continue in the future.

Friday, December 18, 2009

Avatar

I didn't expect the movie to be good, and I was right. It was Great. It was Amazing.

One of the rare times that the people in Rotten Tomatoes agree with me (83%). Aside from the amazing visuals that Writer-Director James Cameron is known for, the story was just beyond outstanding. I slept through the first 30 minutes or so of the movie only because I just came from working 13 straight hours (yes, another no-choice OT), but I was totally blown away with the rest of the movie. It's kinda long at 161 minutes but it was wonderfully crafted by Mr. Cameron. What an awesome comeback film it is for the man who made history when he made Titanic 12 years ago.

This is another movie that will be added to the DVD collection as soon as the DVD comes out in a month or two.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Wedding Songs

On December 21, one of my singing partners will be getting married, and she's asking me to sing for her and her groom as my gift for them. Not a problem except that for the past month, my voice is not 100%. Actually, it's been years since my voice hasn't been in condition so to speak. Working (talking a lot) in the graveyard shift has affected my voice terribly. Worst, she requested 2 particular songs that I haven't done before. Ever. Edwin McCain's I Could Not Ask for More and Bad English's When I See You Smile. Very beautiful songs, but just not within my style.

Since it has been a very long time since we last sang together, I thought that she might have forgotten my vocal quality, style and range, so I gently reminder her about that, and that the songs she requested, even if my voice will be back in condition, are songs not within my repertoire so to speak. She understood and told me to instead prepare around 3 songs of my choice.

Ever since I started singing for weddings, choosing the songs has always been my primary problem. Always. There are times though where the couple submit their requested songs which makes life a lot easier for me and whoever I'm singing with.

The garden wedding will be this Monday already, and I only have one song so far, my own arrangement of Dennis Lambert's Of All the Things.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

OT Again

For the nth time this month alone, my shift got extended way beyond my normal working hours because my colleague was absent again. Instead of going out at 6:30 AM, I was able to leave the office at almost 11 AM, and that's because I kept on telling our Operations Coordinator that I had a lot of prior commitments and obligations with my family that I can't just cancel. I think that if I didn't insist, he wouldn't mind having me cover two straight shifts. That's the problem with having a 24-hour support with only 3 people. If one is absent, the 2 have to cover up. We're supposed to have back-ups but since our CEO is very thrifty, we have back-ups who are either untrained or are working full time with different clients, so basically in the end, it's just the three of us.

I don't mind doing overtime work from time to time, but lately, being absent has become like a sort of hobby for my colleagues. I've been sick for the past weeks, but I have to will myself to work every single day because I know that my absence will make things complicated and inconvenient for a lot of people. Turns out, I'm the only one with that mindset. *sigh*

Yes, I am now planning to be absent soon. I don't think what they're doing is fair. I've long wanted to rest and recharge, but I've been putting it off for the longest time for everyone at the office. Even my wife who hates being absent to work told me to go absent and let the other guys cover up for me for a change.

Maybe soon. Maybe.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Law Abiding Citizen


At last, I was finally able to watch Paranormal Activity and I was disappointed to say the least. Very. Though I was never a fan of horror movies, it was one movie I was really curious and somewhat excited to watch. Good thing I just viewed it online or else, I would have wasted at least 150 pesos if I watched it at the movie theaters.

Since it was my day off the past 2 days, I bought DVD's for us to watch at home. I bought a Ben 10 movie for my daughter (and my wife), and since I had a difficult time choosing just one DVD to buy for me, I randomly picked Law Abiding Citizen starring Gerard Butler and Jaime Foxx. I loved it. It's kinda violent but the story was fast-paced and the twists were superb. It's got a very low rating at Rottentomatoes.com but for me, it was a good movie. Really worth watching.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Don't Stop Believin'

Even when he was not 100% (and you can hear it in his voice), one of the many prides of the Philippines, Arnel Pineda, still rocked during this performance when they guested in Oprah a few months back.

Today

Raki Vega's inspiring and award-winning song composed by the great Trina Belamide.

Today I will be brave
I've done my crying now it's time
To face tomorrow and I know I'll be fine
Time to own up to all my mistakes
And every decision that I've ever made
Time to pick up
all the pieces
My future is in my own hands

Chorus:
Today is another chance I'm given
Today I kiss the past goodbye
No more excuses no more lies
I've learned my lessons now
it's time to make a stand
And choose my fate
Yes I know I can and I begin again
Today

Today I will stand tall
Think of tomorrow and smile
And know there is a reason
For all that's happened in my life
I am no victim all the choices were mine
I have the power to do what is right
I am thankful for the strength
To start all over again

(Chorus)

Bridge:
From now on things are gonna go my way
Today is another chance I'm given
Today I kiss the past goodbye
No more excuses no more lies
I've learned my lessons now
it's time to make a stand
And choose my fate
Yes I know I can, yes i know i
can and I begin again
Today

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Congrats, Raki

Congratulations to Rochelle "Raki" Vega-Siu for winning Best Performance by a New Female Recording Artist for her rendition of the Michael Jackson classic, Childhood. I'm so proud of Rochelle, one of my closest friends since high school. She's a year younger than me and we met during the auditions of the local production of Les Miserables. Since then, we have performed together a lot of times, and I have seen her grow both as a person and as a performer. It was also during the rehearsals that she met her now-husband, Jon.

She's always been very religious and a devotee to the Blessed Virgin Mary. Before singing professionally, she's been singing for the Lord and for Mama Mary. Rochelle took up Mass Communications in college while still singing and performing on the side. She eventually became Cebu's Jingle Queen with a LOT of commercials and jingles under her belt. After college, she became a Music Teacher and still continued her singing career. She won a lot of local prestigious awards, and was chosen as one of the finalists for Born Diva, a reality singing show where the contestants all underwent makeovers to really make them a Diva. Rochelle was given the name Raki because the studio said it sounded more "Diva-like."

She actually wanted to back out because she didn't want any part of her body changed, but after a lot of consultations with her family, loved ones and spiritual advisers, she agreed to have only her nose and eyelids enhanced, nothing else.

It's actually a very long story, and a long struggle, but Raki came out on top. Her winning piece was composed by the great Trina Belamide, the song composer who wrote Tell the World of His Love, the theme song for the World Youth Day '95 to celebrate the visit of Pope John Paul II to the Philippines. Trina made the song Today, and Raki more than gave justice to it, she owned the song.

It was still a struggle after she won Born Diva because of a lot of reasons, reasons that made me dislike ABS-CBN even more. But Raki never lost faith, and never gave up. She went back to theatre and honed her craft even more, this time under the guidance of theatre greats including the greatest Lea Salonga.

She continued performing both in theatre and in different shows, and received more awards and recognitions, and even made it to the short list for the Australian production of Disney's Lion King the Musical.

In 2007, she represented the Philippines in the 11th World Championships of Performing Arts in Hollywood, California. The WCOPA is like the "singing olympics" with more than 50 countries participating, and Raki bagged 2 Gold Plaques, as well as 2007 Senior Vocal Champ in the Broadway and contemporary categories; as well as 3 Gold Medals, 2 Silver Medals and 1 Industry Medal in the process.

After her success in the WCOPA, her success in our shores continued to pile up, and just recently, she was nominated and won Best Performance by a New Female Recording Artist in the longest and most prestigious music award giving body in the country, The 22nd Philippine Awit Awards.

Congratulations and More Power, Raki. You will always be the Rochelle that I know, and come what may, I will always and forever here for you.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Last Airbender Teaser Poster


The first teaser poster for The Last Airbender movie was recently released, and like the teaser trailer released a few months back, it's building up the excitement of Avatar fans all over the globe.

Too bad though that Director James Cameron's using the Avatar as the title for his latest movie, that Aang would have to do with The Last Airbender.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Bravo, Glee!

After 13 superb episodes, Glee is taking a break to give way to American Idol, and will be back on the air in April 2010. And what a way to end the year than an awesome winter finale. It has been an amazing journey with the New Directions, William McKinley High School's Glee club, and I am so looking forward to more beautiful music and a roller coaster of emotions when it returns in 4 months.

It's Glee that actually rekindled the fire in me to perform again when it premiered a few months back, and now after 13 episodes, I am again very much excited to continue the preparations for our planned production. I hope the people involved share my passion and excitement.

Music is in me, is in my sister, is in us. Through the tough times that we've gone through the past weeks, music has been our one and only therapy and it's working wonders so far.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Enough is Enough

Yesterday, an old company where I used to work part-time as a trainer called me up and asked me if I am interested to handle a class again. It was quite a surprise for me because it has been 2 years since they asked me to handle a class there. The pay sucked big time but I love training so I stuck with them for almost half a year, before they realized that they just wanted part-timers and working for at least 6 months would require them to make me a regular employee, which they didn't want just so they can save money. Although I was not that excited, I was also looking forward to handle a class again. I would be handling the afternoon class (1pm to 5pm) starting today so I still have time to rest for my full-time job which starts at 9:30pm.

And then a few minutes ago, while I was preparing, I received a call from the company. They said that since there are only few who signed up, they have to postpone the training until next year. That's weird. Yesterday, they offered me the job (still part-time) and told me how many students I will have. Now they're telling me they don't need me just yet. Well I don't need them either. Sure, it will be a little help to have extra income to augment my salary, but I don't want to be involved in something that is so unprofessional.

Yet another disappointment in my life. And yes, I have decided that if ever, just if ever they would offer me a class again, I will most definitely decline without any second thoughts or regrets. Enough is enough.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Training Allowance

The company that I stayed with for 17 days owe me the promised training allowance of Php 5,500 since I completed the number of training days, and after I returned all company-owned items (ID, manuals, etc.), I was promised that I will receive my check one month after my batch mates receive their first pay. I don't know why it would take that long considering that I have been cleared and all, but I had no choice. And since they received their first pay on November 10, I called up the company earlier today to inquire about my check. I was furious to say the least. They just casually told me, "It's not here, just try to call back around the second week of January (2010)."

Hello?! Are you serious?!

Since my wife is a QA at that company, I already asked her assistance regarding this. I know that life is not fair, but this is ridiculous!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Paranormal Activity

I want to watch the movie Paranormal Activity but I can't yet. The only reason is that whenever we watch horror or paranormal movies at home, the real paranormal entities living with us become so restless. I have always been interested and fascinated with the supernatural ever since I was young, but having these entities in our own house is more than interesting, it is downright scary. A lot has happened but thank God, nothing like those in the movies.

No, I am not at all fond of horror movies, and I can even count the horror movies I've seen in my lifetime. I'm just really curious with this movie since they shot it Blairwitch Project-style.

I will watch the movie sometime soon, somewhere, as long as it's not at home if I have a choice. I'd rather watch it with friends in theaters than watching it on DVD.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

So Far, So Good

They're far from being perfect, in fact they even started the season better last season than this season, but I like what I'm seeing so far this season. Aside from the Big Diesel, they also have a lot of new additions to the team like Anthony Parker and Jamario Moon, and a few rookies, so even if the core is there, there are a lot of guys who are still trying to fit in. So far, so good though. As I'm writing this, my Cavs have a record of 15-5 after they started the season with 3-3.

A lot of teams have also improved this year, so it's going to be an exciting season. Will this be King James final season wearing the red and wine? I personally don't think so, but then again, no one knows until the end of the season, so let's enjoy the present and think (worry?) about the future in the future.

Thank you, Cleveland Cavaliers, for giving me something to cheer about and distracting me from other not-so-pleasant things in life.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

My Grown-Up Christmas List

I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it years ago. With all that has happened in our country this year, this song becomes more meaningful to me than ever. I am moved to tears every time I hear this beautiful masterpiece by the great David Foster and his ex-wife, the equally talented Linda Thompson.

My Grown-Up Christmas List

Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies

Well, I’m all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I’m not a child
But my heart still can dream

So here’s my lifelong wish
My grown up Christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal the heart
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end oh,
This is my grown up Christmas list

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something shiny
Wrapped beneath the tree

But heaven only knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
Oh, This is my grown up Christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up Christmas list
This is my only life long wish
This is my grown up Christmas list

Friday, December 4, 2009

What Party?

Because of what happened at the office, I don't want to go to the Christmas Party anymore. I want to so I would be able to meet and get to know my new office mates more, but now no more. I've been hurt by what has happened, and I don't care if I already contributed for the food and all, I'd rather spend that day, 6 days before Christmas day, with people who are real. Life is too short to spend it with plastic people.

Right now, I'm sick and I have a throbbing headache, but I am at work because there's no one who can cover up if I'm not here. I just keep telling myself that this is my last shift before the weekend, and then I can rest and just enjoy being with my family.

Meddlesome People

One month old in the company and I have a Notice to Explain by our newly-appointed Operations Coordinator. The reason? Somebody reported to him that I used a flash drive in my computer which "would eventually bring risk and possibly damage the security of our network and machines."

There are actually two reasons why I used a flash drive: to keep myself preoccupied in the most boring shift of all and not succumb to the temptation of sleeping, a temptation most of the people around me are doing everyday, or should I say every night. The second reason is because a lot of so-called office mates connect their flash drives, iPods & PSPs to their computers, that I thought it was okay to do so.

I already submitted my explanation, and I am ready to face whatever consequence will be given to me. My conscience is clear. A lot of people are sleeping and watching streaming movies within the shift, while I'm doing my darnest best to be wide awake, and because of that, I get reported. I didn't even report the sleeping people because I just want to do my work and not get involved with other people's businesses. Now that they've made the first move, I will defend myself, and if I have to go down, I will bring these people down. Some people are just so insecure.

Right now in our shift, there only 11 of us and since the O.C. didn't say who made the report, I consider everyone here as wolves in sheep's clothing.

Trust no one. I'm learning that the hard way.

No more Mr. Nice Guy.


Thursday, December 3, 2009

Gestalt Prayer

I do my thing
and you do your thing.

I am not in this world
to live up to your expectations,


And you are not in this world
to live up to mine.


You are you,
and I am I,
and if by chance
we find each other,
it's beautiful.

If not,
it can't be helped.



-Fritz Perls (1969)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

My Sassy Girl

One of my most fave movies of all-time is My Sassy Girl, the original Korean version. For those of you who love the movie and has seen it a lot of times (like me), have you noticed the hidden details in the movie? If not, then read on, and then watch the movie again. ;)

1. The runaway soldier at the Girl's birthday was mentioned earlier in the film. When Gyeon-woo chased the Girl and called her baby, he ran back to the restaurant, right before he said "You called a wrong number or the number you dialed is not in service, please call again", the TV announced a news about the runaway soldier.

2. The Girl's ex-boyfriend drowned. Why? Because the Girl and Gyeon-woo's aunt (who is also the ex-bf's mother) always cry near the lake. And the Girl asked Gyeon-woo to jump into the water to show how deep it is. When she pushed Gyeon-woo into the water and saved him, she was pretending to save her ex-bf. The Girl also threw her necklace into the lake.

3. The 2 men at the bar (where Gyeon-woo and the Girl ordered Golbangee and soju) who were picked on by the Girl, are the deputy director of the movie and movie reporter.

4. Gyeon-woo's handkerchief is the same as the Girl's ex-bf's, the only difference is Gyeon-woo's has a circular pattern and ex-bf's has a square pattern.

5. After Gyeon-woo said his "10 rules to follow", the Girl chased him and passed him at a food stand. The man at the left of Gyeon-woo, who was drinking, is the director of the movie.

6. When Gyeon-woo was hit by the tennis ball on the face several times, he fell, saw the Girl's panties and smiled.

7. The runaway soldier first used K1A1(Korea manufactured). But in front of the merrygoround the gun changed to M4A1 (USA manufactured)

8. When Gyeon-woo first carried the Girl to the hotel, there was a piece of newspaper of the 5 quins. The 4 of the 5 brothers showed up in the movie. 1st one is the Hotel owner. 2nd one is the Hotel check-in guy. 3rd one is the gangster in Jail. 4th one is the guy next to the subway announcer. The 4 people are all played by one actor.

9. The birthday Email that Gyeon-woo got from the Girl was a flash animation not lycos Email,the address is "Disk C/ My Documents". (you can see this on DVD).

10. On the Girl's second synopsis (the martial art one), the line after the Title says: "whoever dislike this story will get bothered by a ghost" (in Korean)

11. The girl's ex-boyfriend also liked to drink coke. Watch carefully when they showed the photo in the restaurant - she was touching his hand, next to him there's a glass of coke.

Finally!
At the end, the Girl said: "I think I met a man from the future, from your future." That man from the future is the old guy under the tree. He is also the old Gyeon-woo from the future. Why? Remember the Girl said: "I think UFOs as time machines." at the cafe? Watch carefully when the Girl reads Gyeon-woo's letter under the tree, a thing flew from right to left and disappeared in the sky. It was not just a bird, it was a UFO. The old Gyeon-woo traveled back to the past. The old man said "fate is building a bridge of chance for someone you love". Gyeon-woo also said that line at the end of the movie.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Iced Tea

I had my short lunch break at 3:30 AM since my shift started at 9:30 PM. I was very sleepy when I went to KFC, but my short conversation with the girl at the counter was enough to wake me up.

Me : Two-piece Original Recipe chicken please.

Girl : That also comes with drinks, sir. What drink do you want?

Me : Coke Zero.

Girl : We only have Pepsi products.

Me : Oh. In that case, can I have Pepsi, please?

Girl : I'm sorry sir, only iced tea is available.

Me : Okay, then I'll just have the iced tea.

Girl : So for your drinks, your order is iced tea?

Me : Uhm, yeah? Do I have a choice?

Girl : We just have iced tea for today, sir.


Unbelievable!

And I thought conversations like those only happen in the movies.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Let Down Again

We had our supposedly-first meeting and casting auditions yesterday, and as I predicted and feared, only a few came. Most of those who were absent informed me way after, while a few didn't bother to respond to all the messages I sent them.

*sigh*


It's instances like these that discourage me from continuing what I've started. Yes, I was expecting people not to come based on experience, and yes, I'm a little bit disappointed. While I've always done everything possible not to let people down, sad to say, a lot of people have let me down all my life. I'm used to disappointments and failures, and honestly right now, I've lost all the thrill and excitement to schedule another meeting. I've spent weeks of sleepless nights preparing everything, and if the first meeting is an indication, all the efforts exerted is for nothing.

I can understand my sis' absence as she really had/has a lot to do, with work, helping Scene One with their production, and a lot other responsibilities. What disappointed me are the other people who were so eager to join when they heard about the plan that most of them even volunteered themselves, then until now I still have to see even their shadows.

For the longest time, I thought that the greatest challenge of my musical career would be to pull this production off. I was wrong. The greatest challenge is to get the people to attend meetings and most especially rehearsals later on.

*sigh*

And yeah, from now on, I will not believe people telling me they're interested to join and all that sh*t. I will only believe them if they are already there during rehearsals, rehearsing with the rest of us.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Massacred by Cowards


As someone whose family is both in politics and in the media, I ask everyone to pray for Justice. As a Filipino and a citizen of humanity, I ask everyone to pray for the souls of the 57 victims of this gruesome massacre.

Why do people have to kill? For power? For money?

I condemn the perpetrators who did this. I can only think of one word to describe them: cowards. Killing civilians including women, journalists and lawyers in cold blood is a cowardly act. Their souls, if ever they have any, are now burning in Hell.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Nervous

I am very excited and very nervous at the same time for our casting auditions this Saturday. I'm expecting a few old members and a lot of new ones to hopefully meet for the first time, and I hope that by the end of the day, Kazie and I will more or less have a clearer idea on who will play what roles. I'm nervous because I'm not sure if the people will be coming or not. What if it will just be Kaz and me? What if no one is interested to join after all? What if those who expressed interest and excitement are not really joining?

We will know by Saturday. I'm crossing my fingers.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Chills

Chills refers to feeling cold after an exposure to a cold environment.
The word can also refer to an episode of shivering,
accompanied by paleness and feeling cold.


Last night, I decided to sleep really early because I was unusually tired and my wife was using the computer. The usual routine is that she'll sleep early because she has work at 12 midnight, while I use the computer until around 11 PM, and then sleep because I had work at 5:30 AM. I set my alarm and slept. Less than 2 hours after, I woke up shivering. I asked my wife to turn the air-conditioner off, but I was still freezing. I put on my thickest jacket and covered myself with the thickest blanket, but I was still shaking and freezing, my jaws shivering. It was so unusual for me to feel that since I rarely feel cold all my life, even if I have a high fever. In this case, I didn't have any fever, in fact, when my wife and daughter felt my hand, it was unusually cold.

I was already thinking of going to a hospital, but we just can't afford extra expenses nowadays, and I can't afford to be absent from work since I don't have any backup yet with my client, so I just forced myself to sleep. I woke up around 11:30 PM, my wife just left for the office, and I was feeling okay. I no longer had chills, but I didn't sleep anymore. I'm now at the office, hoping that the nightmare I experienced last night will not happen again.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Hero of the Year

Congratulations
Efren Peñaflorida,

2009 CNN Hero of the Year!


Thank you for bringing honor
to our country.

Mabuhay ka, Kuya Ef!


Sunday, November 22, 2009

Full of Glee!

As someone who loves music, Glee is a breath of fresh air from the many series on TV today. From the plot to the characters to the songs, it really is Perfect. Their take on famous songs, be it show tunes, ballads, rock or rap, are incredible that most of their versions are even better than the original ones, and to think half of the cast have not been singing professionally before Glee.

I can say I'm a certified GLEEK and I'm proud of it.



The latest episode, Episode 10 (Ballads) was just so beautiful, I cried throughout the whole episode. The last scene of that episode was one of the most touching so far with the whole club dedicating this song to Finn and Quinn.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Impacted Again?

I was just editing the songs for our next production this morning when all of a sudden, I felt so much pain from right side of my teeth that the pain immediately went to my head. It was so painful that tears fell from my eyes. I immediately called our company's medical insurance company and asked for names and addresses of the dentists closest to me. Turned out, they were all out of town. The closest who was available was around 20 to 30 minutes away. I immediately left the house in pain.

When the dentist checked my teeth, she said that the probable cause of the pain is a possible impacted third molar, known to many as the wisdom tooth. What?! She must be kidding! It has only been a year since I had surgery, to have my impacted tooth removed. It was VERY painful and VERY expensive, and now this dentist is telling me that I have to have another tooth surgically removed? I told her all about it and she suggested that I get a tooth (or teeth) x-ray to determine if this that's causing the pain is another tooth, or part of the old tooth that was supposedly removed last year.

I will have my x-ray once I get my last pay from my previous employer because I'm just broke now. In the meantime, I'm taking antibiotics and pain relievers.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

PBA Legends

It was the best birthday gift I've received this year. It's also the only gift I've received this year, but it was the best gift. Two lower box tickets for the exhibition game between our own Cebu Niños and the Philippine Basketball Association (PBA) Legends. I won the tickets through a contest in Facebook by WRock FM and the station's main man, Billy Sienes.

My wife and I enjoyed the game immensely. It was her first time to watch a professional basketball game live, and it was not my first time, it was so good to see my idols again. I was called a lot of names in high school, one of which was Vergel Meneses, the former Aerial Voyager of the PBA, because I patterned my playing style after his. When he retired, I didn't watch the PBA games that often anymore, add to the fact that I was working during evenings. It was so good to see the original Aerial Voyager in action again.

The game ended in a tie, and because it was just an exhibition game, there was no overtime that was played. My wife and I had our pictures taken with the legends after the game, and since she enjoyed watching the game, I promised her that if we have extra budget and the PBA will have their provincial game/s here soon, I will again take her to the game again with me as the excitement level in a bearing (official) game is incomparable to an exhibition game.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

It Started with a Dream

A lot of people can't believe that young as we are, my sister and I were able to form our own theatre company. We came up with the concept while we were at the lobby of a hotel in 2003, waiting for our little brother who was attending their school's JS Prom.

From the early 90's until the present, we have seen so many gifted, talented individuals disappear into anonymous wilderness. When we meet them, they often express the desire to return to the stage to do what they love most: to perform.

And then, there are also a lot of people with potentials, who dream of performing on stage, but just do not have the avenue to do so.

This is why the idea, the dream of having a theatre company was born...

It all started with a dream...

And the dream come true in 2004, when the Cebu Theatre Company, Ltd. entered the scene through our debut production, Anastasia.

In its own little way, the Cebu Theatre Company, Ltd. hopes to promote Filipino, particularly Cebuano culture, through theatrical productions; provide an avenue for individuals to share themselves, and to steer away from bad influences; create an extended family and provide an environment in which imagination can flourish; and contribute to the growth and advancement of Philippine theatre; and discover and create a new generation of theatre artists and audience.

Five years of doing plays, musicals, variety shows & concerts, as well as private events such as weddings, corporate shows and parties, we've never made this a business. It's all for the love of performing, and if ever we're lucky enough to receive something, we give it back to our needy brothers and sisters.

My sis, Kazie, and I hope that even when we're long gone, CTC will continue to live on and continue to make a positive difference in the lives of many.


Feel the flame forever burn
Teaching lessons we must learn
To bring us closer to the power of the dream
The world unites in hope and peace
We pray that it will always be
It is the power of the dream
that brings us here.

-David Foster & Babyface

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Pacman Makes History


With another impressive win today against Miguel Cotto of Puerto Rico, Manny Pacquiao has cemented his legacy by making history. It was not an easy fight with the power and heart of Cotto, not to mention his size advantage, but Pacman was just too good, he was just too much for the valiant Puerto Rican. The cocky Floyd Mayweather, who came back from retirement to supposedly challenge Pacman, may have second thoughts after Pacquiao did what no fighter has done before - win a belt in a seventh weight class. More impressive, though, is how he has fought, dismantling opponents despite moving up consistently from 106 pounds to the 144 he weighed for the fight.

I've said this a million times before, I'll say it once again -
I'm damn proud to be PINOY!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Turning 29

I turned 29 years old yesterday. It was just like any other day, and I wasn't expecting anything since I haven't really celebrated my birthday for the past 10 years. I was kinda expecting people to greet me through Facebook since FB has this birthday reminder thingie. What I didn't expect though is to be remembered by people who doesn't have FB, two of my former students. Former students and forever friends who are already teachers themselves, and living (and working) in a place where there is no Facebook or anything else to remind them about my birthday. Yet they remembered. It's friends like them who make ordinary days into extra-special ones.

I thank the Lord for giving me another year. I am not asking much, just the chance to right all the wrongs I've done in my life, and to watch my daughter grow up to be the beautiful person that she is right now.

Never fear growing old; there are many who have never had the privilege.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Hacked Road Sign

Whoever hacked this road sign
TOTALLY ROCKS!

Monday, November 9, 2009

Theatre Companies

The Cebu Theatre Company, Ltd. is a theatre company my younger sister and I formed sometime in 2004, and ever since, we've done a lot of shows, both public and private events. Recently, our younger brother also organized Scene One Performing Arts, a theatre group just like CTC, but as he said, the members are students, unlike CTC where the members are professionals.

Performing is really in the blood, and I'm so proud of what Gayle and Dan have achieved both academically and theatrically. I'm so excited to meet the S1 members soon as we've agreed that our major production next year will be the first joint production of both groups. I am also hoping that both groups will continue to live on for the generations to come.

Mabuhay CTC! Mabuhay S1!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Bring Him Home

One of the songs I'll be singing in our next production is Bring Him Home, a really emotional and powerful song. It is also quite difficult. I am so excited and honored to be able to sing this song, and I have been listening to the different renditions of the different actors who have played the role. For me, one renditions stands out: Colm Wilkinson's. He's the very first actor who played the role, and the song was added by the composers when they heard his voice. So this beautiful song was actually made for him, and for me, his version is the best.


Friday, November 6, 2009

Journey to the Past

Because I'm so excited about our next production, let's go to a journey to the past...

Our theatre company's very first production was Anastasia in 2005, which we adapted from the beautiful animated movie. It was not easy bringing the story from the screen to the stage, and I'm proud that we pulled it off, considering more than half of the cast members were first timers in theatre.

Aside from writing the script, my sister also played the lead role of Anya/Anastasia. I would love to post her video here but I disabled the embed option in our YouTube account, so instead, here's the link of my sis singing Journey to the Past from Anastasia.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Happy Birthday Dad!

Even if most of my life,
you were my harshest critic, I wouldn't be who I am
and where I am today if not for you. Even if almost always
our conversations become arguments, You're still my dad
and I still respect and love you.
HAPPY 61st BIRTHDAY, DAD! ♥

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

New Challenge

In a week or two, we'll finally have our casting auditions for our musical next year. I'm so pumped up and excited to not only hear again my favorite songs, but to perform them again. For more than 10 years that I performed in Les Mis, I had the role of Thénardier, the only comic relief (together with his wife) in the heavy drama musical. I had a few solo songs but those songs were fairly easy.

Now I will be moving on to a much more heavier and much, much more difficult role. It will not be easy as I will also be directing aside from appearing in almost all of the scenes. And yes, I will have a LOT of solo's, ALL with REALLY HIGH notes. I consider it the biggest challenge of my musical career, and I'm so excited to start rehearsals.

Let's get it on!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Hope or If?



I think know it's one and the same song.

*sigh*

Hope?

I'm such a big, big fan of Jim Brickman and his music. His songs are some of the most romantic I've ever heard, that they're almost always a part of any wedding I've attended. Even his lesser-known song In a Lover's Eyes, a song he asked Ariel Rivera to sing, is one of my favorites. For me, Jim Brickman is one, if not the best, musician in my generation.

You can just imagine my shock when I learned that one of his supposedly-composed songs, Hope, from the album of the same name, is actually one of my most favorite Filipino love songs! If is a song composed and sang by Nelson del Castillo in 1994. He's the same guy who composed and sang the song, You're My Best friend. I didn't believe it at first when I read about it, but when I listened to Hope, I knew I was listening to If.

Jim already apologized to Nelson and said it's "an honest mistake." Nelson del Castillo is not buying the apology though, and has already taken this to court.

From my standpoint, I would agree it to be an honest mistake if both songs are just similar in some measures, but the whole song? I feel really, really bad about this. Hope everything will turn out well.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

All Souls' Day


Death is not extinguishing the light;
it is putting out the lamp because dawn has come.

-Rabindranath Tagore

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Happy Halloween!


Happy Halloween to everyone around the world!

For a change, I don't have work this halloween and I'm just at home with my daughter since her mom is working and my parents are in the province. The past years, I've always celebrated Halloween in the office, complete with costume and make up. Tonight will be a silent halloween for me. I'll just be catching up with the latest episodes of Glee, Supernatural, Heroes and Smallville.

And I'd also like to say Happy Birthday to my soul twin, Aileen, who's turning 29 years old today. She's my cousin but we practically grew up together, born only 12 days apart. That means I'll also be turning a year old 12 days from now.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

My Mom, the Model


My mom is not a model.

Never in her wildest dreams did she ever want to be a model.

But for once in her life, she became a model of sorts for Pink October, the Cancer Awareness Month. There's this photography club in the city who got cancer survivors as their models for their photo exhibit at the Northwing of SM Cebu. As a cancer survivor and an active advocate for breast cancer awareness, mom was chosen to be one of the subjects.

I'm so proud that for someone who doesn't have a lot of pictures, her picture is now displayed in Cebu's biggest mall and I'm displaying that same picture here for the whole world to see.

Love you, mom!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Excited

I was able to talk with my sis after a very long time and we were able to talk about our planned musical production. A lot of things are actually falling into place. I'm so happy and excited about this. It will be the biggest challenge in our theatre careers but we're up to it. We know many will help us as we will be doing this to help others.

I can't wait to start rehearsals soon. Woohoo!

Monday, October 26, 2009

Con Te Partiro

What do you get when you have one of greatest songs of all time and two of the country's best young singers? An amazing performance by Shin Shin and Jed Madela during their recent concert. This is what versatility is all about. Until now, I'm still awestruck.


Sunday, October 25, 2009

True Champions

Thank God the concert of Shin and Jed last Saturday was an outstanding success! It's a relief to know that Shin was able to use the pain that she's feeling and gave out an amazing performance. She was able to prove that she is not just an Ultimate Champion, she is a Diva. As for Jed, I've always admired and envied his voice ever since I first heard him sing. He's simply amazing, and as Lea Salonga said, "he's not human." Kudos to Jed Madela and Rachelle Ann Go for a superb and successful concert.

For the nth time, Shin and Jed have proven that they are truly world-class performers and are just not given the right breaks yet. Showbiz in the Philippines is such a pity, with favoritism and politics still aplenty. *sigh*

I hope the producers will do a provincial, as well as a world tour for the True Champions. Words cannot even describe how great it was, and how great they were, good thing a few friends were able to take a lot of vids and posted them on You Tube for everyone to see.

Congratulations, Shin and Jed!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Going Live Soon


I'm going live on Monday with the Australian clients. After a week of chilling out and relaxation in my new job, I will be all alone on Monday. This weekend, I will immerse myself with everything Australian.

So far, I like talking with Aussies, it's just the accent that I'm currently struggling to comprehend. Speaking of accent, I'm starting to learn a new one which I hope to use at times talking to Aussies: Irish.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

We're Behind You, Shin

A lot of rumors, speculations and talks are going around. I'm praying that through all of these, Shin will be alright. She doesn't deserve all the pain and hurt that she's feeling now. For goodness' sake, she's a very sweet, very down to earth girl. I hope everything will turn out well, especially that she has major concert with Jed Madela this Saturday.

Be strong Shin, we're here for you always.
We love you, Shin Shin.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Real-life Super Dad


I never get tired of watching, listening and reading stories about Dick and Rick Hoyt, and every single time, it never fails to make me cry. It's the true story of unconditional love from a father to his son.

For me, Rick Hoyt is the Best Dad in the universe, a real-life Super Dad.


It ain't about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit,
and keep moving forward..

- Rocky Balboa

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

G'day Mate!

After 3 years of talking, and a lot of times arguing with Americans through the phone, I'm now nose-bleeding talking to Australians. No, I'm not arguing with them. I can't afford to when I'm even having a difficult time understanding their concerns.

For those 3 years that I was talking with Americans (and a few other nationalities living in the U.S.), there were a lot of times where out of boredom, I would use a British accent instead of the usual American or neutral accent. And in the few times where I spoke with British people, I didn't have a hard time understanding them. With Australians, their accent is really different. Well, not different but I need to get used to it quick because I'm now handling Australian customers.

Come to think of it, there is a DVD of the Australia movie at home. I haven't really thought about watching it even though Hugh Jackman and Nicole Kidman are in it, but now I think that's about to change.


Monday, October 19, 2009

Another Start

Today is my first day in my new job and so far, so good. It's a whole new experience for me and I love the environment and the people. It's the company where I applied some time ago where the walls were still covered with plastic when I had my interview. The walls are no longer covered with plastic now, but the office is still the same office I remember almost 2 months ago. It's a really small company, and if I'm not mistaken, we're less than 20 in number. It's a big change compared to the centers I've been with where we occupied many floors in one building. So far, I'm enjoying my first day. Yes, I'm writing this blog while at work. Our office is still near the other big centers, and near my spouse's office, so I don't feel far from my family and friends.

This company actually saved me because they called me up on the day I left the previous company. Hope I can finally have a new start with this company. Only time will tell.

*crossing my fingers*

Saturday, October 17, 2009

17 Days

I just resigned. Again.

Well, it's not really resigned because I'm not employed in the company yet. Not yet anyway. I just finished the 3 days of training and 14 days of nesting. That's a total of 17 days of rushed training and taking actual calls lacking a lot of product knowledge. But the worst thing of it all is that we didn't receive anything. We were informed that we will be receiving our so-called training allowance, a measly amount compared to industry standards, on the pay day after our 17th day. It actually defeats its purpose. A training allowance that is given long after the end of training? That's how things are done in that company. It's okay for the employees who have stayed there for a long time, most being first timers in the industry, however it's not okay for me so I quit.

With my departure, our batch is done to 10. After each one was endorsed to different teams, they were informed that instead of getting the allowance on the 25th of October, which is the pay day after our 17th day, they will be getting it on the 10th of November yet. As for me, I don't know if I'm going to get mine. I'm supposed to. I have to. They have to give it to me because I lasted until the 17th day.

Abangan ang susunod na kabanata.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Hachiko

I heard of Hachiko's story many years ago, but it was only recently that I tried to research about it. What I found out made me cry in the middle of the night. Hachiko's story is so touching that a Japanese movie about it in 1987 became a blockbuster, and Hollywood just released their own version starring Richard Gere.

Here's Hachi's story from Wiki:

In 1924, Hachikō was brought to Tokyo by his owner, Hidesaburo Ueno, a professor in the agriculture department at the University of Tokyo. During his owner's life Hachikō saw him off from the front door and greeted him at the end of the day at the nearby Shibuya Station. The pair continued their daily routine until May 1925, when Professor Ueno did not return on the usual train one evening. The professor had suffered a stroke at the university that day. He died and never returned to the train station where his friend was waiting.

Hachikō was given away after his master's death, but he routinely escaped, showing up again and again at his old home. Eventually, Hachikō apparently realized that Professor Ueno no longer lived at the house. So he went to look for his master at the train station where he had accompanied him so many times before. Each day, Hachikō waited for Professor Ueno to return. And each day he did not see his friend among the commuters at the station.

The permanent fixture at the train station that was Hachikō attracted the attention of other commuters. Many of the people who frequented the Shibuya train station had seen Hachikō and Professor Ueno together each day. They brought Hachikō treats and food to nourish him during his wait.

This continued for 10 years, with Hachikō appearing only in the evening time, precisely when the train was due at the station.

That same year, another of Ueno's faithful students (who had become something of an expert on the Akita breed) saw the dog at the station and followed him to the Kobayashi home where he learned the history of Hachikō's life. Shortly after this meeting, the former student published a documented census of Akitas in Japan. His research found only 30 purebred Akitas remaining, including Hachikō from Shibuya Station.

Professor Ueno's former student returned frequently to visit the dog and over the years published several articles about Hachikō's remarkable loyalty. In 1932 one of these articles, published in Tokyo's largest newspaper, threw the dog into the national spotlight. Hachikō became a national sensation. His faithfulness to his master's memory impressed the people of Japan as a spirit of family loyalty all should strive to achieve. Teachers and parents used Hachikō's vigil as an example for children to follow. A well-known Japanese artist rendered a sculpture of the dog, and throughout the country a new awareness of the Akita breed grew.

Eventually, Hachikō's legendary faithfulness became a national symbol of loyalty.

Hachikō died on March 8, 1935. He was found on a street in Shibuya. His stuffed and mounted remains are kept at the National Science Museum of Japan in Ueno, Tokyo.

In April 1934, a bronze statue in his likeness was erected at Shibuya Station, and Hachikō himself was present at its unveiling. The statue was recycled for the war effort during World War II. In 1948 The Society for Recreating the Hachikō Statue commissioned Takeshi Ando, son of the original artist who had since died, to make a second statue. The new statue, which was erected in August 1948, still stands and is an extremely popular meeting spot. The station entrance near this statue is named "Hachikō-guchi", meaning "The Hachikō Exit", and is one of Shibuya Station's five exits.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Happy Birthday Gayle!


Every year, on your birthday,
I think about how glad I am
that you were born,
how thankful I am
to have you in my life.

Every year is another year
filled with the special joys you bring
just by being yourself.
Every year, when you open your birthday gifts,
realize what a gift you are
to everyone who knows you,
especially Me..


HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY,
MY DEAR SISTER.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Miss You Ate, Miss You Kuya

Happy Birthday, Kuya Carlo. I know life could have been a lot better if you were around. I miss you terribly, you and Ate Happy. I didn't get the chance to really know you both, but every time I think about you, I suddenly get that empty feeling inside me again. I know my life is complete now with my family, but you both are a big part of my life. *sigh*

Kuya, you would've turned 31 years old today. Ate would've been 33. Now, I would never know the feeling of growing old having older siblings to grow old with, to laugh with, and maybe even to fight with.

I miss you both terribly. Please continue to watch over us, especially your niece. You've watched over my all my life and I'm so much thankful for that. I wish you're both here so I can hug you. Please continue to pray for us, and yes, I know that someday, we will be together again.

I LOVE YOU BOTH, SO MUCH.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Stephen Gately (1976 - 2009)

With the sudden and tragic death of Stephen Gately, Boyzone will never be the same again. One of only two boybands that I really love (the other is BSB), Stephen's distinct vocals will remain forever in their hits, songs that will live on for the generations to come. I consider myself lucky to be part of the generation where Boyzone once ruled.

Thank you for the music, Stephen.
You're not only talented, you're a brave, brave man.
Now you can sing for the Big Man up there.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Struggling

I've lost count on how many days are we already in our 17-day training because of how hectic and erratic our schedule is. Our trainer and our mentor-in-charge are not even synchronized with our skeds that it's confusing to us. And yes, people have continued to disappear from our batch. We're down to 11 now. So far, 8 have gone, and a lot are planning to leave. I'm still one of those planning to leave, at the same time, I want to stay because as we got to take more calls, the more we're becoming familiar with everything. The quality standards are just so strict, and a whole lot different from all the call centers I've been with, not to mention the erratic policies implemented by the guards. I will not even start ranting about the guards. To quote a fellow teacher before, "Early in the morning, they make my blood boil."

Right now, we're doing better compared to the first days of taking calls. We're starting to get the hang of the calls, but we're still struggling. Struggling since there are a lot of issues we are not familiar with, and struggling since we don't have any pay or even an allowance yet. I am struggling because I have a lot of responsibilities, financial responsibilities. *sigh*

We'll have our last shift for the week a few hours from now and I have only slept for 3 hours. My mom woke up when she arrived to carry all the grocery bags she brought, and now I can't sleep. No, I don't have insomia and yes, I easily fall asleep. I just have a hard time sleeping once I'm already awake and my brain starts to run at full speed again. And having to report later during our technical class is not helping either.

*sigh*